I got the results of my CA125 today; it's 6.
I wish that good news would make me feel better, but instead it just makes me more anxious. After I got that call I had to take some medication for anxiety.
I know I talked about this before. Good news should be good news, not a reason to be filled with dread. But that's how I feel. When will it recur? What will I do when it does?
I scour the internet for articles that will give me information about recurrence. Of course, none of them really go one way or the other. How can they? We're talking about cancer. The only predictable thing about cancer is its lack of predictability.
So, my CA125 went from 9 to 6. Not a big reduction, but still in the right direction. I'm so lucky to have family that understands.
I think it's time for ice cream from my two favorite therapists: Ben and Jerry.
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